please forgive me ......
i wonder what gives you the strength to work towards the right end..
it eludes me.. i just don't know.
feeling or unfeeling really.. unable to be a part of anything..
i know love for friends exists.. but don't know where i put it.
please forgive me
i know love from friends exists.. but don't know how to know it..
please please forgive me
i want to be a part of something..  i forget how ..
hoping my friends can forgive my insensitivities
but how..
all i can do is pretend that i am here
till feelings come back .. if it does ..
does it .. ever?
i am so sorry to have to pretend .. its all i can do to be a part of
this world right now
please forgive ... i fall so short of everyones expectations

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